I had my OB appointment today and got all of my test results back. Everything was negative YAYYYYY!!! That's a good thing and means that I shouldn't have a big problem carrying a baby to term in the future. The official diagnosis is incompetent cervix. That's not really great news, but the best news that I can expect. If I am ever pregnant again then I will probably have to have a stitch placed in my cervix and will have to see my OB on a weekly basis throughout the pregnancy. I can deal with that.

I had an extraordinarily good weekend. On Saturday we went to the BurgersZoo in Arnhem. We had a great time and I have a healthy sun-kissed glow after spending the day out in the sun. I love it that we have been so active in the last month. We've really been getting the most out of our weekends and it feels great. It's always pretty spontaneous too, which I love. Neither of us are really great at planning things in advance. It's been fun waking up on Saturday mornings and saying "Where are we going?" and then we just GO!

Yesterday a friend came over for a visit and we all watched Formula 1 racing followed by World Cup soccer. HUP HOLLAND HUP!!!! The Netherlands won, 1-0!! I'm looking forward to watching the US team tonight! It's nice having two teams to cheer on :)

I have a great life. Yes, it has it's grief and it has it's sadness but it also has so much joy and so much love. I'm feeling happy and so very optimistic about the future.